So, i've lived in nebraska for a few months now. It's awesome but sucks at the same time. Although I have never been so happy in my life. I am poor as shit here. I am about to be sent to a collection agency for the second time, but I rather but shit for Halloween. I know my priorities! Jess told me today that she is engaged to Alex. I guess she told me a few days ago when I was drunk....can't remember....but, I am so happy for her. I am glad she found the person just for her. She is now the third friend of mine thats married. Jenn, Angela, and now her. I feel so old. 19 is a lot more mature than I thought. I hope Jess has beautiful 1/4 Japanese babies! Have them now! *cough* sorry...Got a little excited there. I am at the college right now using thier computers. I haven't been on a computer in months! It feels good.

Chelly might come up and see me soon. If only she would answer her phone........She makes me scream sometimes.

I'll will write more soon....I think